Making Hard Choices
Some seasons/chapters/paths test our character, will power and sanity. I don't know exactly how I've faired during these last few weeks, but I can say that it has been one of the hardest times of my life. Ending any season in life forces us to rethink our current situation and current selves. There is an inevitable urge to step back and reevaluate everything and everyone that has lead you to this point. I've never considered myself a strong person. I'm easily affected by the mood and opinion of others. I tend to forget about my own needs at times, because I'm so worried about what — I feel — other people expect of me. I don't classify this as humility or selflessness, I see this is a personal flaw. If I had the backbone to stand up for myself more, I think I'd be a lot happier. Still, in this current situation, I've had to make the decision to choose myself over someone else. I can't say that it's been easy, because in all honesty, I've ...